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Even Angels Fall ~ The Cruxshadows

Sorrow sings
Her kisses in silence
And adjusts the blinds to keep the light
From mocking everything I feel
She dances slowly
A silhouette upon the curtains
But her eyes seem to cry
Only empty tears
I beg for comfort with inadequate verse
It meant so much to me...and so little to her
And I am sinking into a mountain of self pity
Why can't I simply disregard all the things I feel?

"where is my angel when I need him most?
Tell me now where did he go?"

Daily Love Tarot ~ Sept 29 2007

The Seven of Chalices card reversed suggests that setting your romantic sights too low or too high might be an attempt to deny signs of internal dissatisfaction and could put a damper on romance and intimacy. These obstacles or losses, however, could actually help you to reconcile your heart's desire by putting true love within reach or by identifying what has authentic value and appeal on a soul-deep level. After all, it might be a faulty sense of self-esteem that stands between settling and having the confidence to go for what you secretly desire. Being able to finally identify what it is you really need can expand your capacity to love. You could begin to envision your true potential or rediscover your authentic, creative and playful self, which could then enable you to better connect with what you deserve.

Horror-Scope Sept 28th 2007

Putting your foot down feels good momentarily, but it doesn't really work in the long run between you and your sweetheart. Think about ways in which you can both get what you need, not just what you want.

Daily Love Tarot ~ Sept 21st, 2007

The Fool card suggests that you should get out and try something new or spontaneous. You may be surprised to find that you are falling head over heels, are on the brink of something exciting, or that you will have the opportunity to come out of a romantic rut where it 'feels like the first time' all over again. Take ownership of your romantic desires.

9/11 Mysteries

9/11 Mysteries

She Wants Revenge ~ Tear You Apart

Tear You Apart

She Wants Revenge

Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind

Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her
Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped
But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light
When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright

Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear

I want to f*cking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to f*cking tear you apart

Daily Love Tarot ~ Sept 18th, 2007

The Knight of Swords card reversed suggests that now that the storm has calmed, you should take a break, slow down. It's time to consider the possible consequences of your past rigid approach to conflict within your relationship or love life. Make room for human frailty and patience, for no one can live up to such high expectations. Use this downtime to work with your own standards, fear and prejudices. It's time to rewrite your own rules through constructive criticism, self-analysis, meditation or other procedures that help you get down to the truth and release the suffering rather than hide behind a facade.

Hush

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Daily Love Tarot ~ Sept 14th, 2007

The Six of Swords card suggests that the worst might be over, but now what? It may be time to accept the facts -- move out of your comfort zone, seek refuge or guidance from someone in the same boat in order to resolve, reconcile and move on. See your way out of a negative situation, for it may have nothing left to offer you. Rebuilding trust or seeking a better life needs to be done although you may not meet it with much enthusiasm or confidence. Make sure you don't take your previous baggage with you on this emigration. You must dump the heartbreak, resentment, tension, dependency or ties that burden you, otherwise you could recreate similar conditions or trade one hardship or bad relationship for another.

Random Quote of the Day ~ 9/13

"Lady, people aren’t chocolates. But you know what they are, mostly? Bastards. Bastard-coated bastards with bastard filling." ~ Dr. Cox, Scrubs