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Horror-Scopes for Today OCT 22, 2007

Singles Scope:  The message is in the method. Does this situation call for a face-to-face conversation, or will a text or email do the trick? Don't be afraid to pick up the phone. As long as you keep you side of the street clean, you're golden.

Couples Scope(even tho I'm not coupled with anyone, I just usually think of someone in my life as i'm opening this email):   At times you don't even know where these big emotions come from, but do you have to? Remind yourself that you don't have to 'solve' them or push them away. Just know you can handle them.

Daily Tarot Card: The Tower card reversed suggests that the damage may have already been done. If you are sticking your head in the sand for fear that facing the drama head-on might be ruinous, you might be surprised if the inevitable impact or shock isn't as drastic as you though. The other person might actually be expecting it. If you have built barriers of arrogance or inadequacy, your illusions may be dispelled in a flash. An unexpected moment of comeuppance or surprise could knock you off your pedestal like a bolt out of the blue.
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OK, these lead me to think something is going on.

Singles scope tells me I have something to tell someone, and I am going to have to figure out how best to tell it.

The Couples scope tells me that I can handle the emotions that come with what I'm feeling, what's going on in my life.

The Tarot Card says that something is going on, and my not wanting to talk about it or mention it is for naught, because the other person involved has a clue as to what going on. If I am hiding from it, something will happen to knock me off my feet and put me in my place.

......I'm worried.

Van Morrison ~ MoonDance

Well, its a marvelous night for a moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
'neath the cover of october skies

And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And I'm trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low

And all the nights magic seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush

Can I just have one a more moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with a-you, my love

Well, I wanna make love to you tonight
I cant wait til the morning has come
And I know that the time is just right
And straight into my arms you will run

And when you come my heart will be waiting
To make sure that you're never alone
There and then all my dreams will come true, dear
There and then I will make you my own

And every time I touch you, you just tremble inside
And I know how much you want me that you cant hide

Can I just have one a more moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with a-you, my love

And all the nights magic seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush

Can I just have one a more moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with a-you, my love

One more moondance with you in the moonlight
On a magic night
La, la, la, la in the moonlight
On a magic night
Cant I just have one more dance with you
My love

If Only to Fly

If Only to Fly

meh.........

-=runs to her private blog, cause she's a dumbass and went and made herself cry=-

Blessid Union of Souls ~ Forever for Tonight

Forever for Tonight

Could I be with you alone
I'm not sure where this will go
Cause we don't have the time we need
Just enough to make us bleed

Cause I'll be leaving soon
It's hard to say when I'll return
And I don't want to lead you on
So if you feel the need
Close your eyes abd share this dream
It will be eternity

Forever for tonight
I will be there to hold you through the night
Forever for tonight
I will love you forever for tonight
Forever for tonight

As I look into your eyes
Feelings much too strong for us not to try
And if by chance we lose this fight
Darling we still have tonight

So when I'm far away
I will always be with you
You will never be alone
So if you feel the need
Take my hand and share this night
It will be eternity

See I've been broken down by empty promises
Like a sky without a star
And I've been having doubts that I could feel again
But I believe that I'm in love

Song?

OK, a song for Right Now.

HM.

Alright, I got it.

and One word to go with it.

well, one word and then some more..

FUCK! GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.

Almost Lover

"Almost Lover"
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, ever forget
These images

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Daily Love Tarot ~ OCT 11th, 2007

FUCKING 3 OF FUCKING SWORDS, GOD DAMNIT STOP FOLLOWING ME TWICE IN A MONTH IS TO MUCH I GET IT.

If you know me, and have ever seen me read tarot, or hear me bitch about what I've drawn, you'll understand. I have the Light and Shadow deck, BIG fucking cards, cards that have never failed me, never lied to me. Because of this, I don't read them often. The Three of Swords is a card that haunts me, and lets me know.....

(start quote/)
"STOP! WHATEVER love interest, relationship, or possible either you may have: IT IS ABOUT TO FUCKING END. BADLY. Brace yourself for impact, or don't. You've been warned."
(/end quote)

My cards have incantations. Again, they have never failed me. The Three of Swords is as follows.
"A Heart Pierced with Pain
Disrupts it's Natural Course.
And Blood Tears Fall like Rain
From Angry Clouds of Sorrow."

Reversed, instead of a warning of what's to come, it tells me to LET THE FUCK GO. Below is my Daily Reading, courtesy of Astrology.com. Thanks ever so much, -=mumbles many curses=-.

The Three of Swords card reversed suggests that you can overcome this hurt or loss once you get the hint about taking things too personally or too much to heart. The worst may have already passed, but now it is up to you. You can either see things clearly and let go or choose to let the pain consume you. However, you are not alone. There are others who have had similar experiences and are learning to trust or love again. Lean on these people for guidance on confronting and overcoming heartbreak. Learn how to turn hurt into self-empowerment and action by pledging 'never again' to intimidation, jealousy, ignorance or blind trust -- and then move on. Lay low and objectively let go of the emotional drama. Holding onto it only increases tension and puts you on the defensive.

Cruxshadows ~ Marilyn, My Bitterness

I don't understand how you've done
these things to me
I cannot comprehend you lack
of loyalty
for you I would have shaken down the
heavens from the sky
but it seems my love was stronger than
this love of yours that died

Did you think it wouldn't hurt?
did you think I wouldn't feel
when the world came falling down?
or maybe you didn't think at all
and that's why I feel what I feel now
did you think I wouldn't fall?
did you think I wouldn't cry?
did you think I wouldn't beg
you to stay?
one of these days you'll realize
just what you've thrown away

now I lie here in this empty bed
and all I think about is you
and I wonder if you miss me now
and if your bed is empty too

(bridge)

Marilyn, my bitterness
I've fallen to a stranger nightmare
Marilyn, oh Marilyn
I cannot... find my way / break away

I'll absorb this agony
I'll carry all this pain
I'll wipe away this emptiness
I'll purify this stain
My wings will fold around me now
for once a one was two
and my memory is a monument
that will always stand for you

(bridge)

(chorus)

now must I go away

Philosophy

A philosophy professor stood before his class with some items on the table in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks, about 2" in diameter.

He then asked his students if the jar was full. They all agreed that it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open areas between the rocks.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. Again, they agreed it was.

The professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

He then asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "Yes."

The professor then produced two cans of beer from under the table and proceeded to pour their entire contents into the jar - effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The rocks are the important things - your family, your partner, your health, your children - things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter - like your job, your house, your car.The sand is everything else. "The small stuff." "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued "there is no room for the pebbles or the rocks. The same goes for your life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups.

Take your partner out dancing. There will always be time to go to work, clean the house, give a dinner party and fix the disposal. Take care of the rocks first - the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the beer represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked.It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of beers."